Blek.
Ear Food: Brave (Idina Menzel)
Mood: Eh…
First post of 2009~! Happy New Year late, y’all. Hope nobody went too crazy ringing in the new year. ^^
So. Today started the second semester. Can’t exactly say I was excited to return to school after a freakishly short nineteen days… was it really that long? Didn’t feel like it to me. -shrug-
There are days when I truly question my sanity. Pessism and optimism take turns prevading my personality. I go from saying “live life to the fullest” to “I wish I was dead”. And today, I realized not only that a utopia, or perfect world, does not exsist, but that I see things differently than… everyone. Like you guys are the FM and I’m on the AM. I feel like I’m in The Bell Jar or something. xD;;
On the other hand, today was good… I look forward to English class now. ^^ I switched from one teacher to another because I was bored, didn’t feel challenged and wasn’t doing my work as a consequence… but today I had my frist day of the new teacher. I feel… almost like that’s the level I should be at, and anything lower is an insult to my mental compacity. I don’t mean to sound arrogant or full of myself, but really. I’m not as dumb as people think… so now I guess I’m ready to live up to what my parents think is my “full potential”. Haha.
So anyways. Life’s pretty slow right now; there’s roughly two months of downtime between now and March, when the Kyoai students (kids from my high school’s friendship school in Japan) come over and I host and/or shadow one at school. Then after that, there’s a few weeks before the big yearbook convention in Phoenix (like St. Louis, except the enitre staff is going and there’s more money involved). Well, okay; to say that nothing is going on in my life would be a flat-out lie. It’s just not really anything I feel comfortable posting on the Internet, though I love being emo and silly in my blog. xD
Till the next time…
- Sensei to Be
